What am I worried about?

Like seriously what am I worried about? Why am I stressing over something that hasn’t even happened? Funny thing is, I am not even stressing about the thing, I’m stressing over the outcome of said thing. Mad how your mind works.

Whilst I’m sitting here typing my head is having an argument, you know the kind of argument where your brain thinks of a scenario that could happen, and then you decide that is what is going to happen. It’s the hypothetical thought of a scenario that is making you stress. The thing is you know its hypothetical and you keep trying to tell your brain this, but its having none of it. Why are your emotions so stubborn? Its like they wont shift.

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How I and other people reacted

As I pointed out at the end of my last blog, my friends didn’t really care, I mean why would they? They understood me, they saw me as no different. But what about everybody else? I was going back into the world again, but this time with a reason as to why I was me. How do you cope with such a label?

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